Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia)

"But such a peaceful life only lasted for a short time! I've told you that pain will leave behind a scar, and if my wound is healed, he will also forget the pain. So, the hard life begins again, and it becomes even worse! This time, he's smarter. But he's more insulting in words and more secretive. He's so shameless. All the vicious, harmful, practical and inappropriate words about that woman appear in my mind. Since I was a child, the deepest memory is that I have no feelings. Because of my mother, I had to suffer all of this. He made me remember that I was born to a b*tch!"

"Don't call Mom like that! She's a virtuous mother!"noveldrama

Cecelia was upset, and Lindsay's voice also raised a few notches.

"That's the mother you imagined! Not mine! In my heart, she is a selfish, cold- blooded b*tch who can abandon her husband for the sake of wealth!"

Her voice was drowned out, and Cecelia's face was red with anger. Lindsay's eyes were full of hatred.

"Unsatisfied? Did I say anything wrong? Do you know what kind of life Nerissa and I spent while she lived a extravagant life? For at least more than a year, not only did I not eat enough, I was beaten every day! Sometimes it was with a stick, and sometimes it was a cigarette butt! Do you know the feeling? Every time my adoptive father beat me, he always cursed her! I also loved her like you, and I retorted like you. But I didn't say a word, even cried, and I was beaten even harder! Fayth, this b*tch! It was all because of her that I was tortured like this every day, and I would be woken up even when I was sleeping!"

Cecilia was at a loss for words. Her imposing manner became weaker. "Why didn't you call the police?"

The next second, what responded to her was a burst of wild laughter. While laughing, Lindsay's tears came out.

"Hehe, call the police? You're really a lady who grew up in ignorance. It's laughable that a healthy man doesn't know the hunger of a hungry man! I was just a child who had no one to rely on. You want me to call the police? What happens after that? My adoptive father arrested and me driven out, and then live on the streets on my own?"

"Do you know what my only hope was when I was a child? To eat more, not get sick, not get angry with my adoptive father, and not get beaten up. That way, I can live longer and grow up faster. Then, my mother will come back to find me and pick me up! How ridiculous! Come pick me up. I dreamt of being with my mother. For more than 20 years, she never even come to see me! If it weren't for the fact that you were getting married and the family photo was published on the news, I wouldn't know until now that my mother had already become the mistress of the richest family in Yecaeus City!"

"Hahaha, how laughable. In the past twenty years, her own daughter had suffered a lot in hell, but she was still in the mood to raise a daughter for someone else. How could she have such a good reputation?"

It was so ironic!

Lindsay's sharp gaze swung away and she looked straight ahead. "Why aren't you making a sound? Do you think your image of perfection has suddenly collapsed? Is that why you're speechless?"

"I don't believe that Mom would be so cruel. Back then, maybe, she must have had her own difficulties-"

In the end, Cecilia's tone couldn't help but be much more guilty. She didn't understand Lindsay before, only thinking that she was bad to the extreme. Now, when she thought of the peace and happiness of her life and her journey, she suddenly felt a bit of sympathy for her.

"Hee hee, why are you so miserable? Are you wavering? I haven't even gotten to the point yet!"

Lindsay's words made Cecilia's eyes widen in disbelief.

"At this time, do you think I am still in the mood to make up a story to lie to you?"

Coldly pulling the corner of her mouth, Lindsay also said the words in her heart.

"Sometimes people are so strange. Although they encounter difficulties together, they can't make a fortune together! Life is as peaceful as it is today but I didn't want to die, and I managed to survive it! Maybe God knows that we are pitiful! It may be time for revenge. One day, my foster father won the lottery and the main prize was probably millions! At that time, millions of dollars were already a huge sum of money. From that day on, we were completely relieved. It is said that poverty is really the source of all evil. When we think about it, my foster father is rich, and he changed from a fierce person to a beast! He bought a new house and set up a company, and suddenly became a different person. Naturally, it was not a problem for him to raise two more children. On the contrary, he raised me-this daughter who was born to his lost ex-wife and had no blood relationship with him. Instead, she made him have a good reputation. No one remembered those evil things this family had done before their rise. Graham developed step by step. He became rich and famous, and married a young wife!"

"Life seems to be so wonderful, right?"

Lindsay muttered softly, but Cecilia heard endless sorrow from her words. This time, she became silent, not saying anything.

It was as if a century had passed before Lindsay spoke.

"I have always thought so, because I haven't done family chores for a long time. He didn't hit me for a long time. I can also go to school, a good noble school. I grew up well, and I have a good boyfriend. I can be happy every day, but I was only sixteen years old... I thought that as long as I come of age and graduate from college, I can marry my beloved man, have a good home, get rid of all this, and begin to belong to my wonderful life. I really think so. I've forgotten the bitterness of my life, what kind of person my adoptive father was in the past, forgot what kind of mother I have. I reached the age of sixteen, tall and slender, and ready to go..."

Why did she keep mentioning it? Cecelia vaguely felt something. "16 years old? What happened?"

"Men are the same disgusting animals! Be it old, young, or young! They are equally disgusting!"

With a sudden jump, she suddenly scared Cecilia. She shrank her neck and thought that Lindsay would not continue, but she coldly said,

"On my 16th birthday, I was forced by my first love that I adored, and even hoped to have a future with. Under my crying and refusing, and begging for mercy, the person I trusted most served me the most painful blow! Do you know what it feels like? Pain, heart-wrenching pain, the pain of life is worse than death! It's like the brilliant moment when you look forward to the blooming of a hundred flowers. Suddenly, the flowers bloomed, but unfortunately, they are all black! So black that I can't see my hand clearly. I can only clearly feel it, it hurts as if I am going to die!"

It was as if she had fallen into some sort of memory, as if she had truly felt pain. Lindsay's body shrank as it incessantly trembled.

"Lindsay? Lindsay! You, are you alright?"

Lindsay seemed to have heard it, but also seemed not to have heard what Cecilia

said. She tilted his head and continued,

"I, I should be fine? Do you know? My

first love used to be my idol. The

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man was like God in my heart! He said he would protect me for a lifetime, but he also did harm to me! He is also like me, his life was very bitter with no one who loved him. We shared the same fate? His father died, his mother ran away with someone else, and he was very strong even though there was only an old lady in the family! He is really awesome. I'm not kidding. He knows a lot, he knows everything, he knows how to drive, and he knows how to fight. Although he can't win, he will stand in front of me. He can make drugs. He can simply buy something and make all kinds of drugs, even better than those teachers, doctors, and experts! If he can't win against others, he can knock them out with drugs, and then pick up a stick and casually beat them up as hard and as long as he wants. He is really awesome and clever, right?"

"But it's also because of his talent... I trusted him so much that he used drugs to harm me? I was only 16, but he actually drugged me and made me feel conscious for his interest in me, allowing me to see his ugly and evil deeds? He knelt down to beg me, and he cried so hard that his face was covered with snot and tears. He was so wretched, like a lump of mud, a cockroach kneeling at my feet and begging me! He was afraid that I would call the police! He knelt down begging me? The hero in my heart, such a tall and big man, turned out to be so despicable and ugly, and as timid as a mouse. I just said casually that I would call the police, and he was scared to death? He cried and begged me while kneeling down." "He was so ugly and disgusting! He also said that she would love me and listen to me for his whole life. He also said that he didn't want to hurt me. But I was only 16. I didn't even know what was going on. He ruined all my dreams and didn't ask for my permission! I would never forget the glaring red stain on the tainted sheets! My first time, my dream as a woman, was destroyed like this? It was so dirty, so hateful, and so painful. It was not beautiful at all!"

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"All my dreams were destroyed and I was destroyed in a shabby and cheap rented house! All I wanted was the tall and handsome hero in my heart, the strong man I depended on. I struggled with all my might and dreamed of the happiness I wanted. I had been loving my father all my life but before my life even began, everything had collapsed and been ruined without warning. How could he do this to me? He only had to

endure it a little more. Maybe a few more years later, or maybe two years later. He just had to wait for me to grow up and get married... How could he be so cruel? He ruined my dreams and everything about me? I hated him! I wanted to kill him! But in the end, I didn't. I looked at

him and cried bitterly. Looking at his disgusting and hateful appearance, I even endured him pressing on me again..."

"I've endured all of them, but I'm still smiling! Since I can't go back to the past,

won't I be letting him off the hook if I kill him?"