Chapter 360
ETHAN
Pain, that was what I felt when Marcus used Samuel to tame me and Olivia letting him. I got where he was coming from, and I got where Olivia was coming from, but my Emily was different, and we were working on ourselves. Going to therapy as they requested, there was no need for them to go that far.
Olivia seemed to forget who was there for her when she had no one, she forgot who took care of Samuel until he was two years old, she forgot that I was his father first before Marcus or even his biological father, Nick.
They needed to stop controlling our lives the way they did. It was not fair on us; they wanted us to change and live our own lives and when we were doing exactly that. they still had objections, what the Hell did they want from us.noveldrama
"Tell me again why you worship that woman? Because I didn't see anything special about her." I didn't want to get into it with Emily, she knew nothing of what we went through. Olivia might have pissed me off, but that didn't give her the right to interfere.
"She didn't even acknowledge me as if I were something beneath her shoe, she thinks she is better than everyone, she..."
"I think it's best you keep quiet." I didn't want to argue with her, she knew nothing about why Olivia acted that way. "Are you taking her side? After she treated me, us like that, are you serious right now, Ethan?"
I wished she didn't push; I didn't want to get into it with her. "I don't want to talk about it, and you wouldn't understand." She turned fully to me as I drove. "Why can't you explain it to me then, make me understand why all of you listen to her so much. One word from her and you turned into a different person."
I took deep breaths trying to calm myself down. I liked Emily and I didn't want to say something that would offend her. But if she kept pushing, I would end up saying something we would both regret.
I kept my mouth shut. "Wow! Really? Are you just going to let it go, well, you are not the man I thought you were, I thought I was getting a man, but I was wrong, I am getting a sub that obeys everything the master says, and the master spoke, and the sub had no choice but to obey."
My grip on the steering wheel tightened. I was trying really hard not to lose it, but I was close, and I hoped she could see that I was trying and stop talking. The shit she was saying was pissing me off.
I thought she would wait until I was ready to explain our weird relationship with her. "I am so disappointed, you know, when we see you guys on tv and magazines, we think you are men but nope, you are just dogs on a leash..."
I hit the brakes hard, and the tyres screeched as the car came to a stop. I didn't turn to look at her. "Get out." My voice was low, cold, and stern. "Really? We are in the middle of nowhere! How the hell do you expect me to get home?"
If she was worried about that, she would have stopped talking when I asked her, but no, she insisted on talking shit! "I am not going to repeat myself" she folded her arms in defiance. "I am not going anywhere; you took me from my place and that is where you are going to drop me."
I chuckled darkly; the woman didn't know me at all. I was willing to give us a try and she was showing her true colours. "I will take you home but the rest of the way you shut the fuck up or I will leave you here and not look back. Got that?"
I wasn't looking at her when I spoke,
I didn't want her to see the monster I could be, might have been the computer guy, but I had seen a lot of shit to know what monsters were like. Hell, my friend turned into one. And she was slowly pushing to see the kind of monster into which I would turn.
Emly was the kind of woman who would push and push just to see how far she can get, what you can do. But she was not ready to see what I could be. when she didn't respond, I started the car and drove off.
I was willing to fight for our relationship, but she went and called me a fucking sub. What the hell did she know about me to call me that. she knew nothing.
When she got to her place, she turned to me. "Don't even think of calling me, we are over." I laughed. "Did you think I was going to bother with you after you showed me who you really are? Please. Get the fuck out."
She looked offended, I liked her, I really did. I thought we could build something, but she was too narrow minded and impatient for me. she opened the door and got out. She left the door opened as she huffed and puffed going to her door.
I closed my car door and drove off. fuck! Maybe it was too soon to introduce her to the others. My phone rang, it was Olivia. I sighed, she too hurt me. I hesitated before answering. "Olivia?"
"Samuel wants to see you. he is angry that you left without playing with him." my heart ached, Marcus didn't want me to see him until the month end. "I am not in a good space right now; I will come over tomorrow."
There was silence on the other end
of the line that I thought she might
have ended the call. "Ethan, she does look like a good woman, Emily, I mean I am sorry for the way reacted; I am just weary of bringing strangers into our circle. Many horrible things have happened because of that. I know that I am the one who has brought many of those strangers."
She paused. "It was wrong of me to judge her without giving her a chance. I would
like to meet her again this weekend just to get to know her." I cut the call and hit the steering wheel hard. "Fuck you, Olivia!"
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